Heyya bloggie ((:
here some explanations why i've been away from you (blog) for quite sometimes :
It has been AWHILE since the last time i updated my blog . SOoo many things happened . maybe end of this month i will off to BANGI . I register at KOLEJ POLY TECH MARA with course diploma in BUSINESS MANAGEMENT ! yeahh . REALLY . huu . i hope I can cope the subject .
Since "many things happened" , i am so tired of im the one who doing all the CHORES in the house . but what to do . as the eldest daughter in the family , the burden is mine to carry . the tension was uncontrollable . its not long until i leave "THIS" mess .
p/s : bythewayy , i passed my jpj test (:
Started counting days . .
DAY #1 : sucks
DAY #2 : still sucks
DAY #3 : worst . okeyy . take me into the light . * bluff *
DAY #4 : "i wanna die ! "
DAY #5 : patiently waiting ~ ~ ~ ~ . . . . . . "
DAY #6 and DAY #7 : yeayy!! . HAPPY but still NERVOUS . -JPJ TEST !!
conclusion : i really miss you very much .
theonlyonewhomissesyoulikecrazy-indeediamcrazy,
hani azam
Honeyhh ? * perasan panas! * Tahu tak aku menyampah kat kau ? siapa ? ye, kau lah .
tolong lah faham . toing toingg ! aku tak nak faham jugak . geylong agaknya budak nih .
BOOO . . mana ada . shroout ! apa ? apa ? nothing . bubbye !!
p/s : YES . Extreamly Bored .
*sorry,no picture taken.but trust me-CUTE!*
Was visiting a newborn baby just now. Its a boy, (well,his adopted) Above all that, his now aunty nazian and achu's little angel . the baby doesnt have registered name yet . but there's lists of name to be choose *ofcourse!* . I am so happy to have the oppurtunity to wittness such a JOY in the family . His present add up more happiness in our life . i surely prayed for the baby to grow up as a soleh muslim and someone succesful yet cheerful despite of his background . Welcome to the Dato' Yusoff's family (:
MUAH
yournewandsexayycousin,
Hani Azam
Heyyaa BLOGIE !
Sudah lama tak update blog . * quite busy * kononnya! HAHA. . So, aku dah drive kereta . ~shiouuhhh . . Tapi still tak berapa nak confident lagi . Clutch asik lupa nak tekan je . adoii ! dah kena "yennadeyy!" dengan cikgu koboi . ( aku pun tak tahu kenapa dorg panggil dia cikgu koboi.hehe ). Aku sudah pergi dua kelas . dan sekarang tinggal dua kelas lagi . belajar pfarking pula . * tuhh , dia.mencarut * HEHEHE .
Dah masuk 2 minggu selepas REUNION bersama bekas rakan sekolah rendah . Mula mula semua masih aktif memperkatakan soal ini . lama kelamaan jadi senyap . HUU . harap harap mereka tidak melupakan persahabatan yang telah dibina . SAYANG KAMU SEMUA ! * ayat geli *
p/s : maaf kerana menggunakan bahasa rojak buah !
yangbenartulusdanikhlas ,
HANI AZAM
Aku keliru sangat sekarang . Yang mana harus aku memilih : masa depan yg terjamin atau kehidupan yg diredhai? arghh . andai saja aku boleh undur balik waktu . bila tiba masa masa macam ni lah, baru aku terfikir . aku tak pernah ada SAHABAT yg tahu segalanya pasal aku . jadi kepada siapa aku harus bicarakan soal ini ? mungkin dulu adanya kakak aku . tapi bila dah banyak perkara yg berlaku sekarang , hubungan itu menjadi jarak yg sangat jaaaaauuhhh . *tuhh,diaa* Hurmm . lantas aku cuma meluahkan perasaan aku pada yang SATU - Allah . Aku berasa lega bila aku tahu masih ada yg mendengar keluh kesah hatiku . biarpun aku tak nampak keberadaan Allah itu dimana, tetapi aku tahu Dia sentiasa mendengar (:
sometimes,, the person you've met in a short time
is TEND to understand you more
than the person you've known for years . .
Hani Azam .
uhh , yeahh . Finally i get to taste what is like driving by my own-tomorrow . yepp ! yess ! indeed ! i am LAME . duhh !! hee . whatever . as long as im happy . But im quite worry about my instructor . please don't be tough towards me . saya budak baru belajar , kalau salah tolong nasihat dengan kata kata yg sodaapp didengar ye . huu . wish me luck . and uhh ,love yaa bloggie (:
MUAH !
Okeyy ! the result was out , and now I have to figure out which course to take and follow on onto my next journey . The other day I was check in into UITM's web page . There's 30 courses that i am qualified with my results . One of it was Asasi TESL . which i have to go through an interview first to be acceptance . ME SAY WHAT ? speaking infront of other people which is more wiser and educated than me ? ohh . no ! i cant speak fluently in front of other people . trust me . or my grandma suggest me to take public administration ? or be a teacher ? ARGHH . i really can't make up my mind . Please Allah ! help your confuse servant !!
As you want to know , my result was not so good to be bragged about . But , what can i said . everything was done and i just had to accept it . * 3A 3B 3C je ! * i am so frustrated for disappointing my mum by not getting an A+ for BM . I am truly really sorry mum ! I tried my best . I don't know what went wrong . * bengap betul aku ! *
But i am still GRATEFUL * ALHAMDULILAH * that my math and account PASSED ! yeayy me ! ! I manage to received the LCCI (UK) ACCOUNTING CERTIFICATE with grade 3 ! Finally all my hard worked are paid off ! you bet , cuz i worked my ASS'S for it !!
The question is : with not-so-achievable result , can i get accepted in any IPTA ? - uhhh !!
Well , we did go to SUNWAY LAGOON on 19th of march which is last saturday . Me and fadhilah were the first to arrived at Klang Buss stand and have to WAITED for the others to come . After 10 minutes , one by one showed up with smiles in everyone faces (: its really a happy day for us . Fad told me that there was something wrong with the tickecting and we must go first to get the 'discount' we're hoping for . But at last , its too little too late . HUU. to get to the main sunway lagoon entrance was ANOTHER HECTIC story * pusing satu sunway kot mencari . masing-masing tak pernah pergi ! * HAHA . Around 10.30 a.m we managed to get our butts in sunway lagoon . We're bought the ticket for three parks only with RM 60 and RM 10 for the wristband deposit . Soon the most we hope that will not happen just not as we hope for . its raining cats and dog ! even we were probably swimming in radiated water * kesan tsunami kat jepun ! * ignored that and just have fun .
We're played at water park thats includes surf beach . and then we're go to amusement park and played the spinning cup , mohawk (360') * lepas turun pening nak muntah ! * , ferris wheel , playing games at arcade side and lastly to Wildlife park - uhh , well surrounds with animals ! . after finished sight seeing , we're out from the sunway lagoon and head to sunway pyramid to fill up our starved tummies ! hehe . having dinner at The Chicken Rice Shop . Thanks to my FRIEND who payed for my dinner . LOVE YOU ! !
Then we head back home . take the cab to Subang and take the KTM to klang . HAHA . * maafkan kami kerana tertinggal anda fahmi ! * Arrived at KTM Klang around 6.30 p.m and waited for the left-behind-friend until 7.30 p.m . My brother fetched me infront of the Cosmopoint College and send me home . I was completely EXHAUSTED but absolutely HAPPY (:
- SPECIAL THANKS TO : BEYBIE . SHIEDA . FADHILAH AND JEFF . FAHMI . MI . TASYA AND DEAN . FOR MAKING THE DAY EVEN MORE BLAST !
RETARDED , EXTREAMLY , DUMB ~ Do you know CHRISANTHEMUM TEA ?
its kind of flower that mixed with tea aite ? so i thought the flower is also taste like tea . so i ask my mum , " mama , bunga ni ada rasa teh ke ?" , then jokingly my mum replied , " kau cubalah rasa, " with the feel of curiosity , i chew the flower's petal - didn't taste anything . my mum , " bengong lah kau hani ! yg pergi rasa jugak buat apa ? mestilah tak rasa apa-apa !! " now you know why i give the tittle R.E.D . haha . Nin comp poop !!
So , the date is set ! On 19th of March , me and my BUD'S are going to Sunway Lagoon . Even I have to miss my family event at Atok's house - KL. Sorry tokk ! ! * bukan selalu pn * I hope the plan work . if not , i'll KILL MYSELF ! ! hahaha . See you g's there .
PEACE OUT (:
MUAH !
For the past few days , suddenly i have come around my senses that is something missing in my LIFE .
HOW is my relationship with our CREATOR ? I was just finished my prayer and raised my hand to pray *berdoa* for forgiveness and to poured out my most inner thoughts feelings as a humble servant from our CREATOR . After that i was totally felt " what a relief ! " , and i realized how i and we all should depend and rely on God instead of someone or something else - meds , drugs , cigarettes and etc .
Because HE is really good listener . Even though we can't see Him but we know that He always listens to all His humble servants who really need Him . For better and for worse , God always there . we need to take a leap of faith to pray for forgiveness as we are careless in doing our job to our CREATOR - ALLAH .
*detik keinsafanku yang dtg kadang2* SEE ! my blog is not just about entertainment all the time . HAHA (:
My dear Darling blog . .
its MARCH now ! yeah , you know what its mean . RESULT SPM KELUAR !!!
Beginning to have cold feet . in fact , my hands too ! *sebenarnya baru lepas hujan . hee*
i wonder how much im going to get . I had try my best in maths and account . i hope i will not failed this time .
Even so im hoping to death , im still missed my prayers . . *cursed you setann!* I should not done that .
arghh . aku sangat pemalas dalam menunaikan ibadah kepadaNya , tetapi mahu macam2 daripadaNya .
- malu lah sikit cik kak oii . .
I hope , i wont dissappoint my mum . She give me almost anything . BUT !! even IF my result is not so good to be brag . i promise to myself to not my parents down by giving up study . NO!!
i WILL make my mum proud of me - someday (:
I ♥ YOU MUM .
MUAH !
Dear my beloved CLEO . .
why you haven't come out yet ? I've been waiting like years for your new appearance every month at POPULAR bookstore *err . sebulan je sebenarnya!* Even though you've become thinner and i've gained pauns , im still loyal to you and i LOVEEE to checking your uhh-so-hot-body! you really turn me up with your luscious and fresh info . To soothe my feelings for craving you , i've look the one beside of the old you - SEVENTEEN . At first i don't want it . But after It offer things that i couldnt resist * eco bag je !* Aku terus haaamikk dan bayar cashh ! HAHA . see ya next month CLEO (:
MUAH
For weeks i've been thinking about our complicated relationship . i can no longer kept him from hoping .
So i decided to let him go . yepp ! its hurt , but i can't stop imagine his heart shatter when this unsure relationship
come to an end someday . I don't want it to happen . I really don't want him to be hurt more than this . Really ! i can bear myself losing you as a lover but i CAN'T lose you as my listener . so i use the F word *im not effing ok? - FRIENDS . ~ duhh !*
His responds were just like " owh , yes , ok " what ?? so , he just accept it . no mad or cursing word towards me ? mann . . i know he really love me . and i know he is so upset but would not showed it to me *ego kot !*
Hurmm . im so sorry for letting this happened . Maafkan hani .
i love you , but i love him more .
Well , i've plan a day out with my buds to sunway lagoon this march *FIRST TIME EVER !* planning is not my thing , but someone should do it . *haaamik kau , sekarang aku pening pkir tarikh yg sesuai!!* Hishh .
HAHA . Really hope this plan work (:
MUAH !
On 7th january 1993 , approximately about 1730 hour - there was i - safely delivered out from my mum vah jayy jayhh . I was weight 2.5kg back then . But now im tuttttkg . *maaf , ada sensored* I was born at kuantan, pahang and my family migrated to klang, selangor when i was 12years old . and now i'd reached 18 . Just finished my study at Sekolah Menengah Perempuan Bukit Kuda . I had such a great memory there . I hate sleep in the dark ! and apparently ,im also claustrophobia . *tak main lah tempat kecik2 ni . takutlah*. LOVE lavender so much . but not as much as i love you BABY ♥ ngee (: Thats it for now . till another time .
MUAH !
